| Saturday, December 17th, 2005 |
| 8:55 am |
Ugg
Ok so this has been the week from hell! My mom was put back into the hospital. It's not all that good but she's doing better now to make a long story very short. Last night I was dumped because I'm not marriable. Still confused about that one. Is there anyone out there that can actually give a girl an orgasm cause he could never do it for me? Current Mood:  numb |
| Friday, October 21st, 2005 |
| 5:46 pm |
Goodbye!
There is now one less virgin in the world!! Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005 |
| 10:55 pm |
Hello Everyone!
Damn it's been a while. Hope no one forgot me. It's been so freakin long but here is a very short update. I bought my condo and I love it. I just finished painting some trim and I've banned from ever painting again since I'm such a freakin klutz and fell off a step stool, hurt myself and spilled paint all over the place. I've pretty much got everything exactly how I want it. I'm going on a much needed vacation in about a week which could not get here soon enough. Work is good. Life is good! Current Mood:  content |
| Sunday, February 6th, 2005 |
| 3:05 pm |
big things
Wow it's been a long time. I'm taking a major step in life and I'm buying my own place. The queen of indecision is stepping up to make a huge one. It's an adorable 2 bedroom condo close to everything important. They have accepted my offer and are willing to pay my rent for me to close early plus my closing costs, warranty and 3% down. I'm very excited. I just have to get it inspected and if everything looks good I'll be a homeowner March 15th. Holy shit I'm a grown up now with responsibility. Scary thought but a good one. Wish me luck! |
| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004 |
| 10:41 am |
life
I know I don't post very often at all anymore. Things are going generally going rather well in life at this point. I've been going out a little more and god forbid i'm being somewhat social these days. Carrie has a new male interest in her life and she seems to be happy. He's a nice guy and it's just cute to see her all giddy. I'm happy for her. Some of my friends are trying to set me up with someone at work. He's a nice guy but there are some big red flags. First of all he has 3 kids. One child I can handle, 2 is pushing it but 3 is alot. Second, I found out he's not divorced yet just separated. So last night I started to analyze myself. It's bad enough when other people analyze me but when I do it it's even worse. I have a pattern. I like people that I have no chance with. When I find someone I who likes me, I tend to get scared find something wrong and that's it. I don't give them a chance. I think at this point i just need more guy friends. Just someone to hang out with maybe watch some sports on sunday or just someone i can talk to. I don't know. I hate it when I think to much and over analyze myself. I like my life, I like who I am, and I like the people in my life. That's all I need right now |
| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 |
| 5:31 pm |
my birthday
Well I'm officially another year older today as of 10 this morning. We had a birthday party for me last night which was a lot of fun. We had some friends from work and family over. It's always fun meeting your brothers new girlfriend for the first time drunk off your ass. She's cool and I like her. The big fun of the night was my friend Roger giving me a 7 inch anal dildo. No one knew it was an anal one until my brother pointed that out. Eventually I got hit in the eye with the flying dildo which was funny as hell. Carrie ended up getting sick, threw up and passed out while everyone else jumped in the pool at 1. It was great. This morning I woke up not feeling great at all but I didn't get sick which works for me. Today I hung out with my brother for a bit and laid out by the pool just relaxing which is what I needed. Those are just a basics of what happened. There are several funny quotes from last night which i might add later. Hope everyone is great! |
| Saturday, May 15th, 2004 |
| 2:00 am |
ok so here is another drunk post from yours truly and i'm trying to type the bestest that i can so bear with me....why am i shcuh an idio t? I put myself ou t htere and get rejected 2 times in one night. am i that horrib;e? i'm just pissy and drunk sorry ignore me adn this post |
| Saturday, May 8th, 2004 |
| 1:20 am |
question
Ok so here is my question...why am i such a chicken shit??? |
| Tuesday, April 27th, 2004 |
| 10:53 am |
Moving sucks
Ok so a big thanks to everyone who helped us move. I still cannot move. My cat finally came out of hiding only to be chased back between the walls by carrie's insane crack kitty. I can't think so that's it for now. Oh and Kayt the answer is still NO! |
| Tuesday, April 13th, 2004 |
| 3:40 am |
hello everyione it took me a while to figure out how to use this freakin thing again but i figured it out. I hope everyone is having a wonderful everything and that life is great. I'm drunk off myh ass and tying to type and sound halfway like a human. Ugggg I have to pack shit tomorrow cause if i don't someone will yell at me :o( |
| Friday, April 9th, 2004 |
| 1:15 am |
Today was really fun. I got out of bed my cat snores I feel unusual because my antidepressants are making me hairy. I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth. Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken. I want to tell the world to get fucked. I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted). Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat. I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go. You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you who you're sexually compatible with. Carrie is a bad influence!! That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with help me i'm insane i'm moving in with this sexual freak Created with the Gregor's Semi-Automatic LiveJournal Updater™. Update your journal today! |
| Saturday, March 13th, 2004 |
| 7:18 pm |
Is it bad that I went out with one guy who paid for everything and ended up going home with another guy? Just curious! |
| Monday, March 1st, 2004 |
| 5:22 pm |
Wow it's been a while since I've updated this thing. Life has been good. I had an excellent weekend in Lafayette. It started off with someones 21st birthday so of course that meant going to a strip club. It was my first time going and maybe it was this club but it wasn't all that great. Of course everyone thought it would be a great idea for me to get a front row view with dollars so of course I get boobs in my face. The girls were nice about it so it was all good. I ended up meeting someone through my friends and he called today so it's good. It was a much needed getaway. I went shopping and bought a fish. This poor thing doesn't have a chance in hell considering i forgot to take the damn thing home and had to turn around to get him. Everything else is going well. I just started a new job with Carrie and training is going really well. I'm making a lot of new friends and beat a former NBA player in a game of horse. That was the funniest thing ever. Ok enough about that I'm done! |
| Sunday, November 30th, 2003 |
| 5:05 pm |
It's been a while....
I have not posted in quite a while. A lot has happened. Working one job is so much better. I actually have time to myself. I have done a lot of soul searching I guess you could say and I'm at a point where I am finally comfortable with myself and who I am. I'm getting to the point of being confident. It's a nice change. Over the past few months, I've been to disney world which was absolutely great. My best friend got married there and I kinda got a makeover which helped me gain some of my new confidence. At MGM Eric, Jeanine, Beau and I got chosen to take part in the back lot tour where we had to reenact pearl harbor and yours truly was one hell of a captain. The reception was so much fun too. I drank a tequila worm which I am quite proud of and I had some cristal and that was so good. I did make one big purchase and I got a new car. I bought a 2001 Hynudai Elantra and I love it. It's put me in the Christmas spirit. I have most of my presents bought and wrapped already and my tree is up. I'm meeting Carrie and she's almost here so that's all for now!! |
| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003 |
| 10:22 pm |
I was so excited today because for once I actually won something. We had a contest at work and I ended up winning something somehow and I got chocolates delivered to me from Harry and David's which is the greatest chocolate I've had in a long time. It just sucks that I was nice and shared with a couple people but I still have my stash. I also got a cool pen too. I never win anything so I hope this means my luck is changing even though I had to work 4 hours at ATA Grrrrr! I'm trying to get approved for some apts further south that will be closer to work and I hope i get approved cause it's a 2 bedroom townhouse it i'm lovin it so far. I'm all excited for some reason. I think i've had too much chocolate :o) |
| Wednesday, August 20th, 2003 |
| 8:28 pm |
Things are going pretty well for a change. It's pretty nice. My mom had surgery this week and everything went well. Today she found out that her kidney problem in not genetic so me and my brother don't have to worry about inheriting it. She was so relieved she cried. It's one less major thing I have to worry about. I finally got to relax yesterday and have human interaction outside of work. I hung out with carrie and went swimming. It was fun but for some reason lately I've just been feeling kinda alone. I don't know why. It will pass but for now it just somewhat sucks. Current Mood: content |
| Sunday, August 3rd, 2003 |
| 8:02 pm |
brickyard
My weekend was pretty good. After work on Saturday I headed home because my bank if fucking retarded but I got to see my mom. She's just insane. All of her medications have her so fucked up. She's just funny. I miss her. I came back and went to Brickyard today with someone from work and it was just so much fun. I got to see Junior and he's so lucky that there was a 30 foot fence in front of me cause I would have been all over that boy. He's yummy! I did not get burnt as bad as I did last year but I'm a little tan and a little red. I forgot to put sunblock on my nose so it's a little fried. I got harassed by my supervisor's husband. He thinks he needs to see my boobs now. Those two are just so hilarious. I learned why you should never drive on the west side when there's a race. Traffic is a bitch! Oh well I had so much fun and now i'm exhausted and starving. I need to eat |
| Wednesday, July 30th, 2003 |
| 7:40 pm |
date
Ok so today was somewhat interesting. Ok so there's this guy at the bank and his name is Micah. Well, I had to do the deposit today so we talked and that was fine. Later I get a call from him at work. He got into our files at the bank to get our number there. Well, he asked me how much a membership is and then he asks me what i'm doing tonight. We end up going shoe shopping cause I have to buy shoes. Things were good at first we were joking around and all. We start talking about things and sports and somehow we get on the subject of gays and he's homophobic which kinda bothers me because some of my good friends are gay. I just keep going and I finally find a pair of shoes and I had to call Carrie cause I needed some advice and he came up behind me and scared the shit out of me and I squealed like a pig. I turned so red. He kept touching me and rubbing my back but it just didn't seem right. I don't know what it is. It's probably just me. He kept wanting me to show him where i lived and trust me I learned a big lesson about that. I don't know. What's wrong with me? Why do I freak out and give up so easily? I'm hopeless!! Help me |
| Saturday, July 26th, 2003 |
| 1:05 pm |
My life has been so full of ups and downs lately. My birthday was great and I had fun seeing my friends again but it just wasn't the same and my balloons flew out the car window. My mom ended up losing her job because some medication she's on causes her legs and feet to swell up to 3 times their normal size and she couldn't wear shoes or anything so that's not a good thing. They are letting her work a few hours a week now and I guess that's better than nothing. Jeanine and Beau came to see me at work and that was great. I found my dress for the wedding and I got it ordered. I hate buying a $100 dress that I'm never going to wear again. The alterations are going to be $80 and I just can't justify that in my head so hopefully I can get someone else to do it for me. I do get to go to disney world and share a room with a hottie. Weee i'm excited about that! Yesterday shit just kinda hit the fan. My day started off good. I had to do paperwork which means I go to the bank to do the deposit. Well there is this boy named micah and he's really nice but I thought he was gay. Well, I guess he's not and now he wants to show me around Indy. Of course I freak out. I don't know why so i have to get up the nerve to tell him yes. Then things just went down from there. I have been working at AAA full time and then ATA part time to keep the benefits. Well yesterday aaa tells me that I'm going to be forced to choose between the two because it's a conflict of interest. What the fuck? It hasn't been an issue before this so why is it now? I resent them for putting me in a position of forcing me to choose. I would understand if i saw a conflict of interest but I don't. I just have a lot to think about. On the flip side I did win a $10 bet with Carrie! Woohoo I'm rich! |
| Tuesday, July 15th, 2003 |
| 8:26 pm |
My new job is going really well. I'm really starting to like it. I'm still working at ATA part time so that I can keep my free flights. It's just to good to let go. I almost had an extra 300 bucks in my bank account because of a payroll error but I had to open my big mouth. Things are going good. My best friend is coming down thursday cause I have to find a bridesmaid dress. Yuck! I can't find anything that fits but she's getting married in disney world and I get to go. It will be a nice break. Then Angel is coming down Friday for my birthday. I'm all excited. I just have no idea where to go. I could use suggestions. I just hope things continue to go well. |
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